Right at the moment I cannot get this song out of my head: “You won’t Let Go” by Michael W. Smith
It’s so beautiful! Voice and music and meaning! Plus it explains exactly what has happened to me these last few months – I’d gone from “seeing” God as a Rock that I rest on or shelter within to a Rock that I was clinging to, afraid to fall, afraid I was going to crash, afraid I couldn’t hold on. Nothing wrong with seeing God as a Rock but fear, worry — the image wasn’t working for me anymore but I felt lost without it. I realize that there are hundreds (more?) images possible, but it was this song that snapped me into realizing: Hey – God is holding on to me! I have nothing to fear – God is my Anchor, I don’t have to cling, I don’t have to hold on, I don’t have to worry. God’s got me and She’s not going to leave me.